TESTI - I'M AIR I CHOOSE TO FLY
RAIN
I walk alone in the pouring rain
The drops erase my lingering pain
My heart beats loud in the silent air
The wind hums tunes beyond compare
Each step I take just fades like breath
Each tear becomes a spell it left
The pain dissolves like melting snow
Tomorrow shines with softer glow
Rain keep falling cleanse my soul
Take the chains that make me cold
Through the night I’ll find my light
Being reborn feels so right
I walk again and feel your flame
The raindrops kiss me like your name
The gray sky hides a sun so bright
Just waiting for my time to rise
Each step I take just fades like breath
Each tear becomes a spell it left
The pain dissolves like melting snow
Tomorrow shines with softer glow
Rain keep falling cleanse my soul
Take the chains that make me cold
Through the night I’ll find my light
Being reborn feels so right
In the storm I hear your voice
Calling softly through the night
Through the darkness I rise again
Like a flame that finds the light
Rain keep falling cleanse my soul
Take the chains that make me cold
Through the night I’ll find my light
With you rebirth feels so right
Rain keep falling cleanse my soul
Take the chains that make me cold
Through the night I’ll find my light
Being reborn feels so rightEach step I take just fades like breath
Each tear becomes a spell it left
The pain dissolves like melting snow
Tomorrow shines with softer glow
I’M NOT FOR SALE
They took me in the dark no sound
a van cold hands I hit the ground
I wake to lights walls of white
shadows moving faces tight
A voice says don’t fight the pain
but fear cuts deeper than a chain
I’m not myself I’m just the cold
sold piece by piece for silver and gold
Each breath a scream each thought denied
they weigh my worth while I’m still alive
Don’t scream no one will hear
the world outside won’t come near
I still breathe I still defy
I’m stolen blood I won’t die
I see their masks their nameless crime
they clock my pulse they steal my time
I break the straps I choose the flame
I’ll haunt the hands that wrote my name
I saw their faces counting lies
the souls they sold still haunt their eyes
They took my body not my will
I’m breathing proof they couldn’t kill
I’m not for sale I’m not their prey
I’m rage that won’t decay
I’m still alive I won’t bow down
their shadows fall I wear the crown
Don’t scream hear my cry
this voice won’t die
I’m not for sale I’m not their prey
I’m stolen blood they’ll pay
EVERY DAY
I’ve seen good friends fade into the night
Smiling faces gone like birds in flight
The road has shaped me with fire and pain
Every scar I carry tells my story plain
Every day is a brand-new fight
Neon glow against my storm inside
I’ve run through luxury run through sin
Chasing peace in battles I can’t win
The nights were long my heart stood strong
A bitter toast to the past now gone
I’ve watched glory turn to dust and flame
But from the ashes I rose again
Every day is a brand-new fight
Neon glow against my storm inside
I’ve run through luxury run through sin
Chasing peace in battles I can’t win
If fate has bent m[e a hundred ways
I’ve crossed the lines through darker days
For every tear that burned so deep
I found the strength I swore to keep
Every day is a brand-new fight
Neon glow against my storm inside
The luxury the void the contradiction
They forged my soul into a mission
Every day is a brand-new fight
Neon glow against my storm inside
The luxury the void the contradiction
They forged my soul into a mission
ONCE WE NEEDED
Once the days were slow and bright
We found silence in the night
Walked so free without the time
Stars would shine so loud and fine
Now the race won’t stop its pace
Dreams burn bright but leave no trace
We have all yet miss the glow
Voices loud but feel so low
Once we needed just a touch
Now the world is not enough
Holding gold inside our hands
Losing love we don’t understand
Once our hearts would freely speak
Now the city makes us weak
Thousand roads but none feel right
Running lost into the night
Once our dreams were soft and wide
Shared with arms not screens so wide
Hugs meant more than perfect shots
Moments lived and never lost
Now the race won’t stop its pace
Dreams burn bright but leave no trace
We have all yet miss the glow
Voices loud but feel so low
Once we needed just a touch
Now the world is not enough
Holding gold inside our hands
Losing love we don’t understand
Once our hearts would freely speak
Now the city makes us weak
Thousand roads but none feel right
Running lost into the night
Maybe we should slow the chase
Learn to breathe and find our grace
In the quiet truth we’ll see
Life is here and wild and free
Once we needed just a touch
Now the world is not enough
Holding gold inside our hands
Losing love we don’t understand
NOTHING IS ALLOWED
The city stays quiet
But it talks about you
It looks at you wrong
It judges you too
Everybody perfect
Everybody fine
Everybody with filters
Rotten inside
Nothing is allowed
Only looking right
Say what you think and you vanish Overnight
People are distant
Eyes made of glass
They say hi
But there’s nothing that lasts
Fake little smiles
Life in a display
But under the skin it’s lockdown every Day
No warmth at all
No reason
No why
Just noise in your head
And mind your business
Bye
If you take one step
You’re already wrong
They call you crazy
They tag you along
If you improvise
You’re out of the game
They close every door
And laugh at your name
Nothing is allowed
Only the show
Everybody posing
Same damn flow
Only words only
Maybe
But with but you won’t go anywhere
Baby
If you think different
They start a war
They throw mud on you
They drag you to the floor
And you stay quiet
You slowly burn
In the middle of people
You’re alone in the end
You live by I heard
You live by they said
You believe in everything
Straight to your head
One person says it
The rest repeat
Then they point at you
And delete you in the street
If you don’t align
You’re a problem
If you don’t smile
You’re a topic
If you don’t clap
You’re against
And they shut you down
With silence intense
No point in talking
They don’t listen
They make you look like what you never Been
They cover you in words and mud
Then they feel so clean
It’s sick it’s blood
Nothing is allowed
Only the show
Everybody posing
Same damn flow
Only words
Only maybe
But with but you won’t go anywhere
Baby
If you think different
They start a war
They throw mud on you
They drag you to the floor
And you stay quiet
You slowly burn
In the middle of people
You’re alone in the end
I won’t play
I won’t bend
I won’t sell
I won’t end
You want me quiet
You can’t do it
You want me equal
You won’t get it
Nothing is allowed
Only the show
Everybody posing
Same damn flow
Only words only
Maybe
But with but you won’t go anywhere
Baby
If you think different
They start a war
They throw mud on you
They drag you to the floor
But I won’t vanish I won’t change face
This is the street and it won’t break my Pain
Nothing is allowed
Only the show
Stop
I HAD EVERYTHING
You want to stop the hands of time
Locked in a room where echoes climb
Painting your face but hands won’t stay
Time keeps running slipping away
I wish I could hold every moment still
Silence screams and it breaks my will
Painting your portrait shaking hand
Broken colors I can’t command
It still hurts and I can’t pretend
Crying alone with no defend
Rain on the glass like memories fall
Flashing lightning thunder call
Storm inside like a raging sea
Hope it ends and sets me free
I had it all or maybe none
But I had you when all was done
Your soft touch a shoulder near
Silent comfort through every fear
Now on my knees a cat lies still
Purring soft like a broken will
Empty eyes the music low
Warm tea steaming silent flow
Rain disappears colors fade
Phone keeps ringing empty shade
Want to run to old designs
Old friends waiting behind the lines
I had it all or maybe none
But I had you when all was done
Your soft touch a shoulder near
Silent comfort through every fear
Now on my knees a cat lies still
Purring soft like a broken will
Clock keeps turning rain returns
Cat hides down where shadow burns
Phone goes dark silence screams
Tear the page destroy the dreams
I had it all or maybe none
But I had you when all was done
Your soft touch a shoulder near
Silent comfort through every fear
Now on my knees a cat lies still
Purring soft and time stands still
NO NEED FOR SHORTCUTS
Remember I’ll be near
Floating in the air
If you need me dear
Find a bench right there
Close your eyes so tight
Search me in the light
We’ll converse all night
Without words in sight
Every breath you take
Feels like waves that wake
Memories we make
Never truly break
No need for shortcuts now
Let the journey wow
Feel the wonders flow
Take it nice and slow
Stay with me tonight
Drifting into light
Whispers in the breeze
Dancing through the trees
Silence speaks so clear
When your heart is near
Every step you make
Leaves a silver trace
Time begins to fade
In this quiet space
No need for shortcuts now
Let the journey wow
Feel the wonders flow
Take it nice and slow
If the night feels long
Hear my silent song
Though you walk alone
You are never gone
Close your eyes again
Feel me like the wind
No need for shortcuts now
Let the journey wow
Feel the wonders flow
Take it nice and slow
Take it nice and slow
Let your spirit grow
Remember I’ll be near
Floating in the air
I’M AIR I CHOOSE TO FLY
Everything just like before a year has passed
I sit alone still in my chair at last
The screen glows bright my hands they type away
I write and hear the music play
A tape once played it all seemed right so fine
But now I know it was just in my mind
Like sinking stones in water deep I fall
I wait here for I know not what at all
I ask myself what truly matters now
I’ve tried it all but still it’s not enough
Perhaps I never really did begin
How foolish all these thoughts within
No one I will let inside
No one needs to see my pride
No one finds where I may hide
I am air I choose to fly
Just my scent will pass you by
Fading fast yet never dies
Why ask these things when clearly you should know
I keep my life locked up and won’t let go
From fear perhaps I can’t say why it grows
Love comes and goes but no one truly knows
I ask myself what truly matters now
I’ve tried it all but still it’s not enough
Perhaps I never really did begin
How foolish all these thoughts within
No one I will let inside
No one needs to see my pride
No one finds where I may hide
I am air I choose to fly
Just my scent will pass you by
Fading fast yet never dies
Alone I grew alone I stand
Alone I built this world so grand
Others chose another way
Their path is theirs I cannot say
I seek no one until the end
This time my choice I won’t pretend
No one I will let inside
No one needs to see my pride
No one finds where I may hide
I am air I choose to fly
Just my scent will pass you by
Fading fast yet never dies
ABSENT BUT WITH ME
I still hear your voice in the silence
An echo living deep inside
Every street still holds your shadow
Every dawn you’re by my side
Though you’re gone the ache won’t leave me
Every breath still calls your name
Absent but you’re with me
In my heart you’ll always stay
When the night grows cold and lonely
Your love lights my darkest day
Absent but you’re with me
Through the years you’ll never fade
Though the world keeps turning over
In this place your light remains
I keep running through the seasons
Trying not to drown in pain
But your light cuts through the darkness
Whispering we’ll meet again
Though you’re gone the ache won’t leave me
Every smile brings you near
Absent but you’re with me
In my heart you’ll always stay
When the night grows cold and lonely
Your love lights my darkest day
Absent but you’re with me
Through the years you’ll never fade
Though the world keeps turning over
In this place your light remains
No goodbye could end your story
You’re the melody I sing
Through the hurt I’ll keep remembering
You’re the fire in my spring
Absent but you’re with me
In my heart you’ll always stay
When the night grows cold and lonely
Your love lights my darkest day
Absent but you’re with me
Through the years you’ll never fade
Though the world keeps turning over
In this place your light remains
EVERY SIP JUST TAKE
A glass of amber in my hand
The light still dances on the sand
Sweet honey lingers in the glow
The echo calls from long ago
The spice ignites my weary mind
On dusty roads where dreams unwind
Every sip just takes me home
Through aged oak and lonesome foam
Whiskey speaks in time’s own rhyme
Fragrances of life sublime
A fire burns with fading spark
Through lessons learned in shadows dark
The aftertaste still holds the past
Like trusted friends that always last
Every sip just takes me home
Through aged oak and lonesome foam
Whiskey speaks in time’s own rhyme
Fragrances of life sublime
The hush remains in every stream
Of broken dreams and love redeemed
Every sip just takes me home
Through aged oak and lonesome foam
Whiskey writes in time’s own hand
Fragrances still burning grand
The aftertaste still holds the past
Like trusted friends that always last
Every sip just takes me home
Through aged oak and lonesome foam
Whiskey speaks in time’s own rhyme
Fragrances of life sublime
YOU’RE THE BROTHER
We grew up beneath the same sky
Different dreams yet walking nearby
Every fight and every tear we cried
You stayed with me through day and night
When the world feels heavy I might drown
You’re the voice that turns it all around
You’re the brother of my soul
The anchor when I lose control
Through the fire through the pain
You lift me up again
You’re the brother of my soul
The strength that makes me whole
No matter where this road may go
You’re the brother of my soul
Promises made in darkest night
Secrets kept out of others’ sight
Time can’t break this sacred tie
Blood and love will never die
When the night grows cold and shadows call
I still feel your light through it all
You’re the brother of my soul
The anchor when I lose control
Through the fire through the pain
You lift me up again
You’re the brother of my soul
The strength that makes me whole
No matter where this road may go
You’re the brother of my soul
You’re the brother of my soul
The anchor when I lose control
Through the fire through the rain
You lift me up again
You’re the brother of my soul
The strength that makes me whole
Forever I will always know
You’re the brother of my soul
A SILENT CRY
I followed your steps through the shattered schemes
A maze with no exit just hollow screams
Your breath is gone like the wind in flight
Each memory cuts like a blade in the night
But when I shut my eyes I still feel your glow
A fire that lingers refusing to go
Time might heal us or bring us back
But your name won’t fade from this heart of black
I lost you but live in your dreams so deep
A silent cry that won’t let me sleep
If fate has spoken I’ll rewrite it true
Cause real love stays bright and forever shines through
You were flames in my eyes my light in the dark
My shelter my peace my eternal spark
Now I stand alone in the echoes so steep
Reaching for hands but finding just grief
In shadows I chase every whisper you made
Each heartbeat returns to the choice that you laid
No space and no silence could tear us apart
This thread made of starlight connects heart to heart
I lost you but live in your dreams so deep
A silent cry that won’t let me sleep
If fate has spoken I’ll rewrite it true
Cause real love stays bright and forever shines through
I lost you but live in your dreams so deep
A silent cry that won’t let me sleep
If fate has spoken I’ll rewrite it true
Cause real love stays bright and forever shines through
In shadows I chase every whisper you made
Each heartbeat returns to the choice that you laid
No space and no silence could tear us apart
This thread made of starlight connects heart to heart
I lost you but live in your dreams so deep
A silent cry that won’t let me sleep
If fate has spoken I’ll rewrite it true
Cause real love stays bright and forever shines through
